~=@First Blog about my Life@=~

woohoo~ this is my very first post... abit slow i admit, when others already have their 1000th posts... Nevertheless, I started rite?!? haha...

The reason to start is to give me an avenue to vent my frustrations etc... Mabbe thru this blog, anyone can know me better... thus, this blog may have very depressing posts which may induce one to fall into the valley of sadness... Do not blame me should anything drastic happens after reading this blog... (Anyway, I din ask u to read wat...)

Who am I? hmm... I have been searching for this ans for the past 21 years... the meaning of my existence? seriously dunno... From young, I am alwayz depressed and felt inferior... Being over sensitive to every little nitty gritty thing, I grown up to be bad-tempered and wilful to the one I loved... To the outsiders, I m good tempered... haha... mabbe I juz feared that they might jilt me if I show my bad side ba... In conclusion, I m juz a gutless attention seeker...

I tried to please everybody, helping them to do everything and anything, even if I am not able to accomplished... Quoted: "pQ is there whenever help is needed" *sigh* Yupz, I have motive of doing so, i.e. to get appreciated and remembered... But I guess, to some extent I have achieved my motive.. On the contrary, I have not... for I m only remembered when one needed help... In normal times, I m juz a stranger to them, someone not worth to be in their memories...

Well, tat's all for now, folks... can't continue as I m getting depressed... stay tuned for more about me...